today was a long long day. met jenna at vivocity for a window shopping session. jenna, trying on clothes is not 'no harm' okay. it has ALOT of harm. especially towards our pockets. eyed so many things, most of all, this pretty dress from topshop and forever 21. it's still in the reservation bag. i need to get a loan from the parents first though. somehow i don't quite like the holidays. apart from spending cravings, we also talked alot. i will need that shoulder, but i will also need that slap from you. a million, if need be. thank you for everything.
rushed to town to meet fio and iliyas to exchange books. well, not really, because i only brought one book, and i was rushing out of the house. sorry iliyas. some other time okay? thanks for the reads though. sat at starbucks liat for 5 hours, thereabouts. talked about random things, random logics that makes you think, but at the same time cannot think about. okay, i do not make sense. here goes some quotable quotes.
"the grass is greener on the other side. but i do not like the colour green." we had an entire argument on this statement, which iliyas thought didn't make sense (irony) because then you'd just be happy in your own place, and not want to cross over. or as he says, can move backwords to a lesser green space. then it was modified to "the grass is greener on the other side, but i like the colour blue" but you see, this doesnt mean that you dislike the colour green. to make it more complete, or at least attempt to, we combined all of it: the grass is greener on the other side. i do not like green. i like blue. hahh.
and then we moved on to argue about the existence of a place, that requires the subject-object dichotomy. where subjects are meant to be things that sort of demarcate a space. hence a place will not be a place without the subjects. another big argument.
this went on, and on, and on. until rohai finally arrived. note. he meant to arrive at 9, but being his diva self, only made his appearance at 10. i had alot of fun. just talking about more random things. i needed to crack up. thanks for the company guys. i cannot wait for mambo tomorrow.
yes. and i am walking in circles. i am pacing up and down. sometimes 4 steps forwards, sometimes 4 steps back. where am i. i don't know. i refuse to know, perhaps. i get aggro sometimes, and indifferent at others. emotional spasms. i need to know, yet i refuse. thanks for all who've tried to help. all who've dispensed advice. i am a drama queen. take it easy. take it easy. breathe in. breathe out. yes, i'll be fine.
