i'm pulling at the strings not knowing where my fingers would end up, or where the strings might end. i'm pulling them in random sequences. when i close my eyes, the pleasure of running my fingers in that upward motion is inexplicable. nevermind the occasional cuts from friction. my fingers are ceaselessly pulling. they don't get weary. i can't see the end, i have no idea where my fingers are going. they just pull and pull and pull... and i'm hooked.