please just tell me your name, mister.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

CNY, as predicted, was a quiet affair. Mainly sleeping, sleeping and more sleeping. Somehow it gives you the full passport not to do anything without feeling guilty. But with the prospect of school drawing near, that momentary feeling of being free is surely dampened.
Met up with Jenna dear on Monday to catch Little Children. The non-linear directing was an immediate hit with me. We meant to hit ben and jerry's to find it closed. ARGH. Got caught in the rain with our tiny brollies which was yet another sucker. But this girl makes up for it all. :) Too bad we weren't in the photo-whoring mood.
Just yesterday, i met up with my girlies (after the longest time) and of course ansley to do our old thing, at a different place. Hit up St James' for the first time. The crowd was quite awful, from pseudo vintage girls with overdone eye liner shoving their way around to ah bengs gyrating quite non-discreetly in white t-shirts and dog tags. The fashion misses were more than its hits, and i spotted a whole lot of perving cheena men. Also now that my taste level for music has possibly been refined, the rnb music also wasn't hitting me up enough. I didn't like the sound system, but the worst part was the neverending queue for drinks. Nevertheless, we had fun, like the old times. Hudah, Fadz - we've grown up haven't we. No more sleazy sidewalk drunken stupors; no more bad alcohol, and no more podium acts. :) I still love you girls.

Just like it was yesterday. . .

hair pull

drunk on love

red kills

lesbo action

she waxed lyrical - 4:23 PM

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

she lies there emotionless with a cigarette in hand;
the rings of smoke engulf her like whirlwind and
she shuts her eyes hoping to end her life at that very.
moment.

she waxed lyrical - 2:54 PM

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

i can't believe even cors is taking a chinese new year break. that's quite hilarious. okay, so this year gong xi won't be so fa cai for reasons aplenty. all the cousins have grown up and we don't 'play' anymore. this was the common factor that previously bonded us. with growing up, everyone has their own set of problems, friends and lives and therefore hardly even meet up. i know of cousins who are the closest of beings, and it's sad that my cousins and i don't fall into that category. it's either they're too busy, or they don't value blood as much as i do. i also forsee the dwindling hong bao collection because my uncle's not inviting people to his house this year because there're too many family feuds amongst his in-laws - mostly about money, which is the silliest thing of all. to forsake blood for money, or leech onto someone for money. tsk. and then on my mother's side, well, things aren't fine anymore. in fact, things have been becoming more and more sour over the years. chinese new year has become a quiet affair to catch up on sleep and school work. gong xi fa cai everyone.

she waxed lyrical - 3:55 PM

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Friday, February 16, 2007

because i'm such a tech noob, i refused to switch to the new blogger until i was made to. and then i spent another few days figuring out why i couldn't post. apparently internet explorer doesn't support the new blogger. and i don't like change. so now not only do i have to use new blogger, i have to use firefox. sigh. for other reasons unknown as well, the comments suddenly rolled out like a summon scroll when i switched to the new blogger. so i apologise for not replying and taking action. so vane, yeah, i'll remove you from the links and cal, i'll link you up. all this will be done soon, i promise.
recently, i've been conjuring up weird motion pictures in my head. some are scary, others just bizarre. I was peering out my window one very late night and I wanted to jump out. Not because I was emo or anything, but it just felt right, and luring. That’s another scary thought. Youth seems to dispose of immunities to everything, and anything. and the truth is we don't know how vulnerable we are. We could just perish in the very next moment.

she waxed lyrical - 8:18 PM

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

nothing much has been going on save for the same old emotional limbo state i'm always in. rather, there're many little things happening that are affecting me, and putting my thoughts into words will never be justified. in translating from one medium to another, there is the problem of representation, and many a time, the truest essence of the event will be lost. i don't want to lose that.
on another note, how silly it is that mid term break and chinese new year coincide this year. arghhh. and all the papers are due right after. what a bummer.

she waxed lyrical - 8:46 AM

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