my blog entries have become so sparse lately. if there were to be further delay i reckon it'd be buried in the graveyard of the world wide web (if there is any at all)
nothings been going on. currently jobless and contented with the status. yet, the bank account's depletion to a big fat 0 is not quite a pleasant sight.
i'm still wallowing in emo-neurotic state. sometimes i wonder if i'm a shizophrenic, altering between smiles and jubilation to agitation and self-pity. therein lies a big fat problem, i relish the depression i thrust myself into, almost as if it's my comfort circle.
none of that anymore. i'm excited. going to have my hair outrageously coloured by L'oreal Professionals flown in from i-don't-know-where at the Toni and Guy Academy. the best catch? it's FOC. i'm such a cheap skate, but who can deny loving free stuff as good as this.
finally, i am allowed to heave a sigh of relief and smile with glee. results were definitely beyond my expectations, managing an ABB, with a B3 for GP. undoubtedly a pleasant surprise, considering how i was struggling to just pass my subjects throughout college life. i'm hopelessly excited for university life, much of me pining for those thick textbooks to be thrown my way once again. =)
with grades like those, i took the liberties to celebrate with the girls at ministry of sound. the party was all heated up thanks to zu's tequila bottle with complimentary slices of lemon and salt, thanks to fadzlin's kitchen. what can i say, them girls will always make me smile. bumping into achap, fuzzy and the rest of the boys made the night even more unforgettable.
anxiety is at its climax. it's made worse when there's nothing you can do but wait in vain. results will be released in almost 13 hours' time. there is resignation yet mounting worry as the second hand ticks away.
work's quite the same; escalating politics, backstabbing and suspicion. 4 close ones are leaving, and another 4 are being transferred, making the working environment even more hostile than it was before.
on the bright side, however, i get to go to the JASON MRAZ concert, thanks to a certain someone. yeyy. can't wait. =)
