the fire and passion inside me is reignited. my life is a drought without dance and theatre. i just sometimes wished i was more agile, more flexible and not so big. watched danceworks today. illuminate(cjc team 2) did fantastic. was so proud of them, their first time on stage although they didn't manage to make it to the finals. glad to hear that incandescence(cjc team 1) won first for yesterday's competition and are through to the finals. =))
breakfast with ryan and cass today was enlightening. he's the one instructor i'd always respect and learn to emmulate, with the exception of his bad temper. his humility deserves much praise. yet, there are some people still who cannot bear losing. And these beings often like to spurt nonsensical criticisms which only serve to highlight their jealousy.
two more days of dwelling in the bubble of pretentious oblivion before reality strikes - RESULTS. it's concoction of the weirdest feelings, even i cannot describe. so let's just wait and see.
bad things keep flowing my way that when the good ones come i hang onto them in desperation, for fear that they might just slip away. my life is always a rollercoaster ride. things went well, for a while, and decided to take a plunge, placing me in a rather helpless position.
work has been going from bad to worse. it's not just the politics, because it resides in every working environment. it all boils down to the incompetent management, thus producing inefficient leaders who don't earn their respect and abuse their authority. job search again
everyone's been lamenting to me that i've been rather MIA. i'm not drawn by the dollars and cents. more like my job scope simply shouts out - no life.
i've never been quite a fan of valentine's day, especially since its presented more like a money making gimmick rather than exaltation of true love. don't get me wrong. i'm far from being jealous at the sight of neverending trails of couples hand in hand. i find it ridiculous and quite entertaining, knowing that a guy who gives the girl flowers will have to end up carrying it for the entire date. needless to say, the bouquet will end up in trash when it all ends. to me, love stretches beyond flowers, chocolates, candlelight dinners and one day. the fact that we need a day to celebrate love is indeed very sad. simply because we're born to love, and made to express it all the time. not just for a single day. so guys, chuck the roses and put those sweet words into actions. that'll really sweep a girl off her feet.
she waxed lyrical - 3:26 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
yours truly, is back after an extended break. it's not just blogger's block that has kept me away for so long, more like the need to find the meaning to blogging once again. whilst i've not exactly rekindled the fiery passion to blog thus far, the compelling urge to blog yet again is gradually seeping in.
so hiatus no more, but rather sparse entries due to lack of time. the working world is no fun. AT ALL. there is no time for self, artistic creation or recreation. the mundanity of it all translates to eye bags the size of trucks and very frequent yawning. almost no different from a machine programmed to do only three things - eat, sleep and work. Now almost everyone's caught up with work or school that hardly anyone has the time to meet up, even for a cup of coffee. how sad.
on the major events that have already become past news, i dare say it was helluva bomb. Christmas, New Years' Eve and Chinese New Year were fantastic. Sarah Hana made her guest appearance in town sometime beginning of this year, and CNY visiting included a pop over at Dell's place. awesome crib. I love these girls to the max.
so here's cheers to blogging. the first entry of 2006, and a blog with a new look on its way. (you see, procrastinating is my forte)
