blogging seems to have loss its essence. maybe this calls for a hiatus ------> pending. this also shows how indecisive i am.
my mum thinks im putting too much pressure on myself. i just never feel capable enough. i feel i could 'always have done better'. is there no end? perhaps not.
i almost got chased out of school today, as did the other 48749857497 people of the jc2 cohort, as a result of inappropriate attire. michael tan claims we're stretching the school rules. is it so wrong to want to study in comfort? ah whatever.
things i've grown to appreciate throughout days of mugging - starbucks liat towers : top-notch service staff and good environment to write, study..whatever. -starbucks coffee: grande low fat latte/grande low fat hazel nut latte -the lack of an air conditioner. everywhere's freezing cold nowadays, in spite of my reliable sweater. -crtical analyses and history readings. they make up the bulk of my leisure reading, and it is actually pretty interesting after a while. -soul searching, and thus the luxuries of solitude (which i often indulge in) -a new eye candy -deviantart, another quintessential daily read. -trust. -time.
its almost 20 days to a levels. i'm undeniably terrified. maybe it's time i learnt to really trust in HIM. shrugs. whatever will be, will be.
